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I have this feeling that I have something I don't want, and want something I don't have. I just want to sit around and read short fiction. I just want to be done with school all of a sudden. |
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| Save the date |
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| 09:13am 16/05/2009 |
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Labor Day, 2009. Charlotte and I are having an arm-wrestling competition: a right-handed arm-wrestling competition, and I am going to crush her like a little bug. Save the fucking date. |
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| Pictures |
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| 12:53am 15/05/2009 |
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One time when I was on morphine and complaining about a deficit of days beautiful enough to take a picture of, one of my friends was kind enough to correct me. "Everyday," she said, "is worth taking pictures of." And I believe it now.
Summer starts, in my head, on Memorial day and it lasts until Labor day--a span of 105 days. So for those 105 days, everyday I'm going to take pictures, and I'm going to keep them in a collection, and everything will be beautiful and I will have no need for morphine, because nothing will hurt. |
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| Finding time |
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| 11:49pm 31/03/2009 |
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I think making Tuesdays more like Saturdays this quarter may end up making me less productive. |
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| 12:18am 14/01/2009 |
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I'm wrong about some things, but I think I'm right about one thing. But I don't know, and the costs associated with being wrong, and acting, would likely be immense.
I will have to use logic. I will attempt to build a proof by contradiction. I will assume that I'm wrong, and try to prove that this assumption is wrong, therefore proving that I am right.
I hope you can follow that. |
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| IMDB is Fun |
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| 08:43pm 30/11/2008 |
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Go to IMDB.com and look up 10 of your favorite movies.
Post three official IMDB "Plot Keywords" for these 10 picks.
Have your friends guess the movie titles.
01 : Community College, Janitor, World Series
02 : Diamond, Oral Sex, Undercover
03 : Bittersweet, Electric Chair, Miracle
04 : Lost Love, Lovers Reunite, Paris France
05 : Nameless Character, Cubicle, Rage
06 : Narration, Audit, Bus
07 : May December Romance, Female Removes Her Cloths, Scuba
08 : Police Funeral, Tension, Cellular Phone
09 : Catcher in the Rye, Oral Sex, Gay Slur
10 : Scotch Whiskey, College Graduate, Lounge Singer |
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| To be Frank |
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| 09:44pm 21/06/2008 |
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Talking with Kristi, and hearing her bring up how things used to be just makes me want to tell her how I went about breaking Karen's heart and why I did it. Because I certainly didn't want to do it, I didn't even think I could do it, but I did.
Sometimes I wonder how my life might be different if I hadn't done certain things, even little tiny things. I wonder what my life might be like if I had never gone to Ballard with Michael when he was going to see Ashley. I think about how things might be different if I had showed an interest in sports as a child. |
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| Hospital |
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| 08:20pm 06/01/2008 |
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I'm still in the hospital, and my arm is still in a lot of pain, but it's beginning to subside, measuring it on orders of 6-7 rather than 9-10 now.
Everything is looking good as far as progress is concerned. I'm going to have to sell my quite little white VW rabbit--it's a stick--and that might be the most painful thing for me right now emotionally.
Rhonda gave me a call today. I really appreciate all the people who care so much about me. |
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| My Playlists |
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| 12:44pm 01/01/2008 |
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I forgot how great my playlist making abilities were. Right now I'm listening to possibly the greatest playlist ever. Ludacris; Stevie Wonder; The Transplants; The Flaming Lips; Probot; David Bowie; Jason Maraz; Tom Jones; Beck.
Sometimes, I amaze even myself. |
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| Xing Ba Ke |
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| 02:06pm 31/12/2007 |
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I was sitting in Starbucks yesterday--I'm going to be sitting in Starbucks later today--doing research for my Cinema Studies term paper.
I found myself just thinking about how much Starbucks is a prototypical American institution. I felt so American sitting in there, drinking hot chocolate. |
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| Capacity |
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| 01:10pm 04/12/2007 |
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I feel incapacitated, and unmotivated.
I want to write a book framed by a window company, and how an employee of that window company, and some of that window company's merchandise are lost in a car accident, and about American at-large. There would of course be Softball--our national past time.
That's quite a heady goal, I think, even for a man of my years. I'm 1/5 done with my life, and I have yet to be published. Should I feel that I'm an under achiever for this? |
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| My trials |
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| 05:26pm 27/11/2007 |
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I have a confession to make.
The day before the first day of class this quarter, I ate at the Johnny Rocket's by Pike Place. The manager there was large, and gay. He was hitting on me.
I'm not theorizing that he's large and gay. I could see that he was large, and his myspace says he's gay--very gay.
No one should think any less of me when I say that I was uncomfortable. I don't think I'm homophobic, it's just not a nice situation to have a large man hitting on me. I think most women would sympathize with me.
And now I can sympathize with most women.
I will to my best to not put on very much weight so that women won't be uncomfortable when I hit on them.
I think that would be an appropriate New Years Resolution. |
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| What do I want? |
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| 05:44pm 26/02/2007 |
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"How was your day?" Karen said.
"Okay." I relied, "It's Tuesday, nothing extraordinary."
"Tuesdays rarely are."
She had a certain glow about her. It could have been the computer screen she was grazing over. But it wasn't. She looked at the screen with a grudge as she tried to put the finishing touches on one of her numerous mid-terms. When she glanced at me, she was beaming.
But a relationship goes both ways, and the glow she saw on my face was borne of cathode rays.
And that was the first time that I realized I wasn't in love with her. Years had turned into month. Months have turned into Weeks. Weeks had turned into days. Time passed, as it did for everyone, but the most telling thing about the decline in our relationship was that Saturdays had somehow become Tuesdays.
Life was mundane, and I, had stopped noticing how beautiful life really was. When you quit taking account of those little things time just goes by faster. And you get old. And you die.
Death is an ugly thing. And this tuesday just happened to be extraordinary.
"I'm calling off the wedding." I said. "It's not just cold feet, I think you should know that." |
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| Nigga Fuck the Internal Revenue Service |
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| 05:33pm 25/01/2007 |
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IRS: Woah, you sure did pretty well for yourself this year.
ME: Yea, I don't like to brag, but it is kind of hard to make all this money so that I can afford rent, and food, and still have some discretionary funds lefts over so that I can pay for my tuition.
IRS: Yea, about that, I'm gonna need to take something like, maybe 15% of what you make.
ME: Woah, don't you think you could ease up there a little bit?
IRS: 13%
ME: Are you sure?
IRS: Yea, kinda, I need it for roads, and schools. And I guess we should invade some sovereign nations in an ill fated attempt to install unsolicited, unwelcome cultural norms.
ME: Alright...
IRS: So, I heard you're having a super bowl party, totally into those Bears; you know how I love Chicago, all those wealthy people and all--huge fan of the mercantile exchange. You think it'd be alright if I stopped by?
ME: No. Like, Fuck no.
IRS: Are you sure?
ME: Yea, kinda. |
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| Woah Nelly. |
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| 06:23pm 29/11/2006 |
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This is totally fucking awesome. Making things float is truely man's ultimate purpose. |
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| This morning. |
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| 06:32pm 15/11/2006 |
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I slept in until 8:30 this morning.
8:30 wasn't even sleeping in when I was in High School.
What am I doing with my life? |
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| 09:26am 23/03/2006 |
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f(x)=x^6-12x+17
f'(x)=6x^5-12
f''(x)=30x^4 |
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| Umm, Classes |
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| 01:27pm 25/08/2005 |
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Semester 1:
1. Spanish 2 (Staff)
2. Honors Eng 12 (Chesak)
3. Peer Tutor (Stevenson)
4. Physics (Staff)
Semester 2:
1. Current World Issues [Super-Liberal Civics] (Nohl)
2. Spanish 3/4 (Staff)
3. Media Arts [Photography and Music Videos] (Leon.)
4. Advanced Chemistry (Thompson) |
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